scared...

worry, scared n felt sorry....

tis three thing started from last month.......

tis story is like tis
=>last month , i started couple. i sms with my bf n always on9 when my sis no at house. i worry is my parent n family member noe i couple. worry cuz my parent no let me couple in tis age.my father no like i talking n play with boy,exp cousin.my mom is better than my dad, she let me talk,, play, n noe boy's friend but 1 thing cannt is couple.if i cpuple, they no let me tuition again. than i cannt see my bf again.

=> beside tat, i feel scared. scared any thing will happen..... dun no how 2 say.怕

=>i felt sorry to he. always say we meet at some place but at the last i cannt. the pp who say meet, n the pp who say cancel. always make he alone. i want say sorry 2 he.sorry i cannt 大方in front my parent.

but, i sure i will do well in my study, wont分心. i will try my best 2 get the good result. i sure i not think tis relationship when i was study n exam.

when who saw tis, pls shhhhhh...dun let my parent noe..

couple！

前几天开始， 我觉得有couple的人好像被人管着。。。。

有时真的很想说【ALONE IS BETTER THAN COUPLE 】但是不能说出口。（我是从别人身上所知道的）

如果没尝试过哪知道couple的滋味。如果尝试过了，又好像想放弃的感觉。有couple的人很矛盾。。。但是有一部分的人不觉得是这样，应为他们幸福。幸福到不想分开的那种。

in the conclusion n my opinion, i suggest the alone is better than couple cuz 不想给人管。。。。。want free

从别人身上发觉

我妏妏

有时， 我很讨厌我自己。感觉上令人讨厌。

尤其是在我上了高中的是后。我自己能feel到我改变了。改变到和以前不一样。以前的我是一个时常和爸爸在一起，不会说别人的是非，带一点呆呆的感觉。可是我发觉在这几年的时间， 我变了。

变到小气，霸道，自私等等。也许人是会改变的。我能理解到。

每个早上要去学校前，我都会催我爸走啦!( 那时我爸还没准备好)。就在前几天，我同样说出这句话，终于被他说了一句( 你有时很霸道)每当一些人听了这句话到会很生气，结果我也是。以前的我是不会的。

今天考试，account的subject。我算来算去也算不到， 最后还是。当结束后， 我所有的朋友都会做，我觉得我很差，心里有种不愉快的感觉。

怎样。。。。我好想输不起似的。为什么我会有这种心态。。。。真让人讨厌。。。。还有性格。。TT

school day!

finish the 1 week of school day!!

monday!

i told my friend i started my life like last year again, go school, finish school , eat , see movie, tuition, n sleep...every day do the same thing.if have some time, i will go the QQNail Studio learn nail art.at night, i went 2 era tuition...bm subject . waaa....many pp.... no place sit liao.

tuesday!
same! like biasa..........at nighttuition again...the sc teacher was changes. be4 he came , my classmate think he was a 黑人, but wrong, he is a indian boy....ha ha! he teach very fast... talk also very fast...stil can remember la!

wednesday!
tat day i stay back at school til 1.40p.m.than nothing do at afternoon than sleep. at night tuition again..............haiz..........

thursday!
same....................but the tuition time early abit. 4o'clock started.

friday!
the day i like most...early go back home. than addition math tuition n rest 2 day..

conclusion!
in thins 5 day, i like friday.....