scared...

worry, scared n felt sorry....

tis three thing started from last month.......

tis story is like tis
=>last month , i started couple. i sms with my bf n always on9 when my sis no at house. i worry is my parent n family member noe i couple. worry cuz my parent no let me couple in tis age.my father no like i talking n play with boy,exp cousin.my mom is better than my dad, she let me talk,, play, n noe boy's friend but 1 thing cannt is couple.if i cpuple, they no let me tuition again. than i cannt see my bf again.

=> beside tat, i feel scared. scared any thing will happen..... dun no how 2 say.怕

=>i felt sorry to he. always say we meet at some place but at the last i cannt. the pp who say meet, n the pp who say cancel. always make he alone. i want say sorry 2 he.sorry i cannt 大方in front my parent.

but, i sure i will do well in my study, wont分心. i will try my best 2 get the good result. i sure i not think tis relationship when i was study n exam.

when who saw tis, pls shhhhhh...dun let my parent noe..

couple！

前几天开始， 我觉得有couple的人好像被人管着。。。。

有时真的很想说【ALONE IS BETTER THAN COUPLE 】但是不能说出口。（我是从别人身上所知道的）

如果没尝试过哪知道couple的滋味。如果尝试过了，又好像想放弃的感觉。有couple的人很矛盾。。。但是有一部分的人不觉得是这样，应为他们幸福。幸福到不想分开的那种。

in the conclusion n my opinion, i suggest the alone is better than couple cuz 不想给人管。。。。。want free

从别人身上发觉

我妏妏

有时， 我很讨厌我自己。感觉上令人讨厌。

尤其是在我上了高中的是后。我自己能feel到我改变了。改变到和以前不一样。以前的我是一个时常和爸爸在一起，不会说别人的是非，带一点呆呆的感觉。可是我发觉在这几年的时间， 我变了。

变到小气，霸道，自私等等。也许人是会改变的。我能理解到。

每个早上要去学校前，我都会催我爸走啦!( 那时我爸还没准备好)。就在前几天，我同样说出这句话，终于被他说了一句( 你有时很霸道)每当一些人听了这句话到会很生气，结果我也是。以前的我是不会的。

今天考试，account的subject。我算来算去也算不到， 最后还是。当结束后， 我所有的朋友都会做，我觉得我很差，心里有种不愉快的感觉。

怎样。。。。我好想输不起似的。为什么我会有这种心态。。。。真让人讨厌。。。。还有性格。。TT

school day!

finish the 1 week of school day!!

monday!

i told my friend i started my life like last year again, go school, finish school , eat , see movie, tuition, n sleep...every day do the same thing.if have some time, i will go the QQNail Studio learn nail art.at night, i went 2 era tuition...bm subject . waaa....many pp.... no place sit liao.

tuesday!
same! like biasa..........at nighttuition again...the sc teacher was changes. be4 he came , my classmate think he was a 黑人, but wrong, he is a indian boy....ha ha! he teach very fast... talk also very fast...stil can remember la!

wednesday!
tat day i stay back at school til 1.40p.m.than nothing do at afternoon than sleep. at night tuition again..............haiz..........

thursday!
same....................but the tuition time early abit. 4o'clock started.

friday!
the day i like most...early go back home. than addition math tuition n rest 2 day..

conclusion!
in thins 5 day, i like friday.....

happy day!

in the morning, i slept til 10.00o'clock. i slept wrong way!! so when i wake up, waaa. so pain. need half hour just can well.than my mom come back from the pasar pagi n she buy 2 pack of nasi lemak, 2 is biasa n 1 is got chicken. i n my 2nd sister eat got chicken 1!than i draw my nail art n see the movie!!

than let my mom see all og my drawing...

than i go giant eat pizza!! haiz...always i order wrong thing n do wrong thing. i hate!totally i n my mom n 2 sister go n eat pizza. than my sister ask me 2 order ! u noe wat i order! there got 1 set is 4 mushroom soup, 1 jar pepsi, 2 regular pizza!! 47.20. than i changes 1 pizza 2 cheese bread. so add5.50! when it come 2 my table, i just noe i no need order so much. i juz need order he 25.50 de. 2 mushroom soup, 2 glass pepsi, n 1 regular pizza! sad.

than after we finish eat the pizza, we faster went back home cuz my sis n i got piano so faster n faster. 6.30p.m, i 1 take bath liao, i see my dog very cute so take pic 1st the juz take bath.

my dog!

cute leh!!

than my mom n dad go their friend party n my 2nd sister go her friend party.i n my 1st sister go out with my brother n hie girl friend. tis was 1st time we eat dinner 2gether cuz last time go something problem so no eat 2gether n less talk.. i happy we can eat 2gether again. i hope always like tat. 1 family must talk 2gether, play 2gether, smile 2gether, n healty. ^^

tis was my hope in the family.

bad....

2day i follow my mother go bukit jalil jogging.... my mom friend fetch us go cuz they 1 da yuan ji..my mom also... after we arrived there, i started joggoing by myself. my mom n her friend da yuan ji. we at there between 2hours.
after tat, i suggested i 1 go eat dim sum so my mom call me call father n fetch us. he dun no at where. i think he around at the bukit jalil stadium. 2day my phone exp so cannt call. we at the gate c which he dun hv go there be4. than i use my mom frien call he, he call me, repeat n repeat. than we say we wait at the door.wait so long he haven come yet. than my mom friend boorow her phone 2 us. 15 minutes, he just arrived.
1st thing tat i listen at car is y at here!! da yuan ji need show off meh...need let all the pp noe a!! ....and so on.....
i become angry...i remember wat he say yesterday, dun always call pp help.. wat can do than do...dun call pp. i told my mom, i wun get help from he...if really cannt do it. i just call HELP.i dun like my father atitude... zhi shi... dun hv thing wat pp was pp thinking....hate like tis kind of pp.

steamboat

2 day, i help me aunt do the nail!! i do it between 3 hours...very tiredmy backbones.no very nice....
at night i go with 2 aunt eat the steamboat at the subang near sunway....the steamboat was like buffet.eat til my stomach full full liao.my 2 biao di wait the chicken wing cuz the chicken very good taste. when it coming out, many pp will go n take. so my 2 biao di wait at there with 2 plate.haha . when we saw them, many many chixken wing...laught til drop the eye water.
after 1 n half hours, we fell like haus...if 1 order the drink than need pay the money so my aunt call some ice lemon tea.beside tat, my another aunt take the watermelon n use the fox make it til watermelon jus. my 3 biao di follow ha ha ha! my 2 aunt laught when they saw them do same thing. laugh til cannt stop.
than after pay the bil! my father fill haus than order 2 chinese tea. the boss say no need pay..ha ha! my father walk back with the smile face, we also smile.at 10.10, we finish our eating than go back home.
2day my stomach very fulll. 2 morrow need learn the nail art again. happy...........